I have been struggling with what I would and wouldn’t share on this blog. I set out with the purpose to make it a clear, honest look into my journey of becoming a Foster Parent. As I draft my posts I find myself editing my thoughts. This isn’t what I had planned. I want to keep it open and honest and journal my thoughts and feelings and experiences. This might include areas I don’t usually speak about with friends and family. Some things I keep private and I guess that is why I am struggling share everything.
When I am writing my posts and looking at my current journey in general, I find myself looking to prayer and my bible for guidance. I don’t usually write about this because I am not one to talk about religion. I attend Church, and even started Ministry a few years ago (which is still going at my Church, but I am not the one running it currently) but I don’t usually speak the Word, or share my religious thoughts/beliefs with others as I feel it is a private thing.
With entering the world of Fostering, I find myself praying more often and seeking guidance through prayer daily. I feel as though for this Blog to truly document my process, my journey and my thoughts I need to include this area of it in my posts and stop editing them for those reading who do not share the same beliefs as I do.
I hope any one who reads this is comfortable with me being completely open with my thoughts and sharing everything, including scripture I feel relates to my journey, even if they do not have the same religious beliefs.